"I'm sorry about me":
Torture is having seen yourself at your best and having to deal constantly with yourself at less; feeling like you constantly need to live up to that and how exhausting that is; how you're constantly letting yourself down; how you feel the need to constantly apologize for yourself; feeling like a stranger in your own head; all your decisions are no longer between "right and wrong" but now between "wrong and hopefully less wrong".
I'm sorry, I'm a mess and
I am beautiful, I just don't know when or how.
Maybe you'll see it some day.
I hope you see it one day.
~M
WHAT THE.
ReplyDeleteTeam "I am beautiful, I just don't know how or when" (!!!!)
You are the best and I hope all your enemies die.
I just tumbled across your blog. This piece put everything I've felt these past couple months but couldn't express into words. What a relief to have read this. Thank You.
ReplyDeleteWow, you are very welcome.
DeleteThank you for this. What you've said means a lot and broke my heart in the best way.
I'm sorry you understand how this feels,
I'm curious as to how, specifically, you found me. Fill me in?
I also can't believe I didn't see this till now, I'm sorry.
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