Resolution:
I shouldn't let myself to feel this shitty about us.
Any black Subaru in any parking lot or on any street makes my heart sink; the chance of seeing you anywhere makes my hands shake.
And seeing you today--I don't know... It's Like i'm only watching memories.
I'm sick of feeling sorry for myself.
I'm over reacting, i know. It shouldn't be this big of a deal.
I never was. Not for you. But i'm still having a hard time and
I know i shouldn't and I don't know what's wrong with me.
I miss the friendship most.
.
Recover
|riˈkəvər|verb1 [ intrans. ] return to a normal state of health, mind, or strength : Neil is still recovering from shock | the economy has begun to recover.• ( be recovered) (of a person) be well again : you'll be fully recovered before you know it.2 [ trans. ] find or regain possession of (something stolen or lost) : police recovered a stolen video.• regain control of (oneself or of a physical or mental state): he recovered his balance and sped on | one hour later I had recovered consciousness.• regain or secure (compensation) by means of a legal process or subsequent profits : many companies recovered their costs within six months.• make up for (a loss in position or time) : the French recovered the lead.• remove or extract (an energy source or industrial chemical) for use, reuse, or waste treatment.noun ( the recover)a defined position of a firearm forming part of a military drill :bring the firelock to the recover.DERIVATIVESrecoverer nounORIGIN Middle English (originally with reference to health): from Anglo-Norman French recoverer, from Latinrecuperare ‘get again.’THE RIGHT WORDIf you lose or let go of something and find it either by chance or with effort, you recover it (: recover the stolen artwork).Although it is often used interchangeably with recover,regain puts more emphasis on the search or effort involved in getting back something you have been deprived of (:regain one's position as chairperson; regain one's eyesight).Recoup refers to the recovery of something similar or equivalent to what has been lost, usually in the form of compensation (: he tried to recoup his gambling losses).Reclaim and restore both involve bringing something back to its original condition or to a better or more useful state. Reclaim is usually associated with land (: reclaim neglected farmlands), while restore is linked to buildings or objects of art (: restore an eighteenth-century house).Retrieve implies that something has slipped beyond reach, and that a concerted effort or search is required to recover it (: her desperate efforts to retrieve the family dog from the flooded house).
|riˈkəvər|verb1 [ intrans. ] return to a normal state of health, mind, or strength : Neil is still recovering from shock | the economy has begun to recover.• ( be recovered) (of a person) be well again : you'll be fully recovered before you know it.2 [ trans. ] find or regain possession of (something stolen or lost) : police recovered a stolen video.• regain control of (oneself or of a physical or mental state): he recovered his balance and sped on | one hour later I had recovered consciousness.• regain or secure (compensation) by means of a legal process or subsequent profits : many companies recovered their costs within six months.• make up for (a loss in position or time) : the French recovered the lead.• remove or extract (an energy source or industrial chemical) for use, reuse, or waste treatment.noun ( the recover)a defined position of a firearm forming part of a military drill :bring the firelock to the recover.DERIVATIVESrecoverer nounORIGIN Middle English (originally with reference to health): from Anglo-Norman French recoverer, from Latinrecuperare ‘get again.’THE RIGHT WORDIf you lose or let go of something and find it either by chance or with effort, you recover it (: recover the stolen artwork).Although it is often used interchangeably with recover,regain puts more emphasis on the search or effort involved in getting back something you have been deprived of (:regain one's position as chairperson; regain one's eyesight).Recoup refers to the recovery of something similar or equivalent to what has been lost, usually in the form of compensation (: he tried to recoup his gambling losses).Reclaim and restore both involve bringing something back to its original condition or to a better or more useful state. Reclaim is usually associated with land (: reclaim neglected farmlands), while restore is linked to buildings or objects of art (: restore an eighteenth-century house).Retrieve implies that something has slipped beyond reach, and that a concerted effort or search is required to recover it (: her desperate efforts to retrieve the family dog from the flooded house).
~M
*I love that you have no clue
that any of this is going on.
I'll do my very best to
keep it from knowing
what's going
on.
But who am i
kidding.
what's going
on.
But who am i
kidding.
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